So the live journal and the blogger seemed to have switched this week. I wrote somewhat of a serious entry in there and this time i just feel like free writing....

first of all....just to get this out of the way... another memorable convo w/ lucky:

pnuttycup85: i just got the strangest urge to watch 8 mile lol
tennlace187: ewww eminem makes me mad
pnuttycup85: y?
tennlace187: he oogly
pnuttycup85: lol so?
tennlace187: i think his songs just suck recently
tennlace187: like all the D12 crap
pnuttycup85: how come is good
tennlace187: rat a tat tat
pnuttycup85: good response lol
tennlace187: haha
tennlace187: thank you...that always proves my point.
pnuttycup85: lol
pnuttycup85: sure
pnuttycup85: i'd like to see u end an essay w/ rat a tat tat one day
tennlace187: and in conclusion, rat a tat tat.
tennlace187: hehe
pnuttycup85: lol
tennlace187: they'd be like what the hellllll
tennlace187: circle it and write a big question mark next to it
pnuttycup85: lol
pnuttycup85: or if u had a dumb ass, they circle it and be like GOOD POINT!!

haha...crazy girl. anyways time to write

Well i must update on how i feel about matt cuz i think he consumes my mind like 99.999999% of the time haha. Ok well i do have another life besides him (although it may not seem like it at times haha) but i can't get him off of my brain. Distance is killer, but seeing him makes me 100 times happier than i usually am. I've never met a guy that is as sweet as him and is actually sincere about it...like everytime he calls and i say hello, he says something like hi honeybun or hi babygirl or hi sweetie....never a dull or upsetting hello. Just that first instant when i hear his voice is instant satisfaction and I know i will be going to bed happy. We're incredibly cheesy w/ each other as well but it's great haha. I miss him all the damn time tho....more than toasters miss toast...:) All in all, this is a really positive, loving relationship and i really hope it lasts because i love the way i feel, and the way he makes me feel, when we are together. :)

ok now that i got all that mush outta the way..hmm i watched the butterfly effect tonight. I dunno why i waited so long to watch it. People told me it was good but i think i was hesitant about seeing ashton in this role...cuz he might be dumb i guess i dunno...but it was really good. You kind of forget that he's this dumb guy and u really feel bad for his character. I dunno. I just thought it was really good and something new and fresh.. I recommend it to all. :)

Right now the Toms River kids are all doing maaad drinking and i should be there but i can't so i sit here doing nooot much. Bed soon.

Bix on greg's S/N:
Scorpio9298: greg is drunnk
Scorpio9298: he needs to stop because he sucks at life
Scorpio9298: bixler = god
Scorpio9298: i are awesome
pnuttycup85: lol
pnuttycup85: ok hi bix
Scorpio9298: whatup b
Scorpio9298: greg just screamed fuck you nigger
Scorpio9298: it was awesome

yeah...so i'm missing that....actually i really only wanna be there cuz matt is there and i hope he's being a good boy...haha. I believe he is tho. He is a responsible young man hehe

Ok i'm getting mucho tired...sorry for the lack of actual writing i think i had something else to say but i kinda forget it.

i. want. to. go. back. to. school. so. bad. :(

mood: bored
music: story of the year - so far so good