hello my lovely little earthlings. it's been so long. Ok not that long but long enough that i can say "it's been so long" i guess. So what has craAaAzy me been up to lately? umm nothing? nah just kiddin. plenty of stuff, so lets begin....

Thursday i was in heaven cuz i didn't have to go to work till 3 and thats bliss. i think thats the only time this whole summer i was scheduled to go in later than 11:00 a.m. So u can imagine the pure joy it was to get to sleep in and when i got up i still had ample time to get ready. I even made a trip to borders and bought one of my books for school and deposited my check. Sooo go me!!

After work i kinda chillaxed until later on when momma and i went a few places 'round town then i went to lucky's ice cream store and paid my last visit there w/ her working, and i suppose under the old management cuz some lady bought it and is taking over. Who knows if lucky will be back to work there next summer cuz of the move, but it was a good time. I shall miss the free ice cream (wait, what am i saying, i have like 3 other connections in the ice cream biz....lucky go work at another food store so i can get all my food for free...muhuhaha)

Friday night I went to the mall w/ tyke so i could use my coupon at pacsun. Well actually it's more of Matt's coupon, but it was in my possession. He wanted me to get him shorts but they had no more left so i got him a shirt instead, and myself, a tshirt, earrings and some underwear...how hott!! haha Then tyke and i went to all these body stores and put on like every scent imaginable so we were like suffocating ourselves...why we did it i dunno. But ur jealous aren't you. ok i guess not.

After a crazy drive home of sing alongs to ashlee simpson and the "let me clear my throat" song, we met w/ lucky and then drove off to hamilton to see Garden State. This movie was sooooo good. It was really funny and really interesting. It kept my attention the whole time (then again how could it not since we were in the second row and i thought my eyeballs were gonna burst cuz the screne was so close and huge) The story was just really great and i recommend it to all. I'm definitely gonna have to get that one when it comes out to dvd. :) :)

So now today, after work i went to see Hidden in Plain View, Hello Goodbye, Madison and Houston Calls at Krome. It was a good show, I had fun esp w/ allison, alyssa, lexy, and steph there. Oh yeah and alyssa's lil bro evan was there, he is pretty badass for like...12 i guess? He took a pic w/ duane from socratic where they are both giving the finger, it's the funniest thing i've ever seen hahaha.

Anyways tho, HelloGoodbye is so much fun live and i recommend you see them asap cuz they're so quirky and cool and all around fun to see (dance parties!!!!) and also HIPV was good, i liked them more this time than the first time i saw them, maybe cuz i knew the songs better, i dunno, i just really liked it all. Good way to end all the summer adventures (plus i got there and back w/o getting lost at all!!!)

So now i'm just chillen at home...this week is my last week home so it'll just be a lot of last minute stuff...I know i'm going hard x shopping tuesday for clothes and school stuff....

Say goodbye, say goodbye to flemington
Say, goodbye, say goodbye to flemington
flemington......!

(that was eminem's say goodbye to hollywook only i changed one word....can ya guess what it was!!!har har)

Annnnd: Hi phil. how's the weather in CT? i really hope to see some new weather updates/blogging now that ur back at school
annnnnd: Lucky goodluck tomorrow movin in and all...tyke and i shall think of you on monday :)

mood: content.
Music: HelloGoodbye- dear jamie *ahh the love circle lol*

So the week has been turning out to be pretty good aside from the crappy day i had saturday.

Monday i worked but at night lucky and tyke came over (as usual for mondays). We were gonna go see Garden State, which i do want to see, but for some reason i was just not in the mood to go out. I was very content on just staying home w/ them and watching our usuals (even tho bug juice i think has been taken off the disney lineup and i taped the wrong chanel for road rules) Either way, we went to Dunkin Donuts and watched some of the olympics and did some madlibs. I liked it, and it was our last monday all together cuz lucky leaves for school on sunday :(

Today i had off, but i went up to the mason jar by ramapo to apply for a job. It was really weird because she basically gave me the job right then and there. I filled out the application, then they got the manager, and i sat down w/ her and had a lil interview thing and that was that. So now next wednesday I am going up there for my first training session. I hope I am good at this and that i works out w/ school cuz i think it'll be good money and a cool experience. I also got to talk to some of the people there that were working and they all seemed really nice and friendly, so hopefully it'll be a good experience. I am happy that i have a job lined up already and that it's all outta the way.

After I got done w/ that i went to ramapo to see if they had any good stuff in the bookstore....some good sweatshirts but a lil "too rich for my blood" but hopefully my mom will invest in one for me this year :-D

Then I called up Greg cuz i haven't seen him this whole summer so i figured we could hang out. I met him at barnes and noble and then we went to his house and just hung out and chatted about bands and school and just whatever. It was a good time. Then i ate dinner w/ them and we talked a lil more, then i headed home around 7:30 i guess. I'm glad I got to see greg tho cuz we thought we'd see each other so many times this summer and it never really happened. Oh well, school is starting in less than 2 weeks so i'll be seeing him and the rest of the po kids shortly and i couldn't be more excited!

Anyways, i'm BEYOND tired. I shall possibly be talking to matty tonight if i don't totally pass out in like 5 minutes....but tomorrow i'm just relaxin and enjoying my day off by doing nothing....even tho i swear there was something i'm supposed to do tomorrow...:-/ Hopefuly i am just delerious in thinking that :-p Alrighty....short post tonight but there wasn't much else to report.

ps. Hi viv, hope ur enjoying MD and being back at school even tho u gots ur training

mood: accomplished (i've been getting things done right and left...go me!)
music: that damn song "mooooove your body girl/make the fellas go/ ooooooh your body girl..." i dunno what it's called but it's been stuck in my head for a while :( BUt luckily it switches sometimes w/ sublimes "wrong way" so thats good at least.

i didn't know it had been so long! My weekend was def. jam packed....lets see this week started off w/ a good ol crew gettogether at Vivs. It was so random too...it started w/ just a few of us, then slowly grew, and grew..and then by i guess 10:30ish everyone was at vivs. It's been a long time since we just hung out like that all together and it was really cool. I liked that we then decided to all go to Dunkin Donuts at like 1 in the morn haha. Good times, and once again i commend viv for puttin it all together on the spot...

Ok wednesday....oh yeah, i remember. I went to somerville w/ jaimers! It was cool, we both got some cheap CDs and she got a sweater from the vintage shop that was really nice. Then we ate lunch at alfonzo's and then headed home cuz she had work at 6. Either way it was cool and i like goin there w/ her cuz it's just a cool place to be :)

thursday i worked but at night, lucky and i went and saw napoleon dynamite...we rushed getting there and we got in the theater just in time. I thought the movie was funny, probably not the funniest movie all summer like all the ads say it is, but it was still worth it. Pedro was the best tho...haha. Anyways the only thing was that it seemed like all the ppl in the theater had seen it like a million times and knew all the funny parts by heart and just were laughing much harder than normal at the jokes...it was odd but whatever, still a good moviegoing experience.

Friday i worked and then at night i jaimers and i went to the socratic show at Krome. The show itself was cool and i got to talk to timmy from echo screen (he goes to ramapo) and steph was there w/ mom so it was good to see them. Socratic was great as usual...i wish they had a CD it's so annoying that i can only hear their songs when i see them, cuz they are impossible to d/l any.

After the show, Me, Jaime, Alyssa and her friends Nicole and Heather went to the Menlo Park diner (now my second time there haha) and we had a pretty good time. There was this corey matthews lookalike there that was really creeping me and jaimers and the rest of us out. Eventually, me and nicole went up to him (he went up to pay the bill) here's the convo:

Nicole: Excuse me, but has anyone ever told you you look like corey matthews?
Corey Matthews Who?
Nicole: From Boy Meets World?
CM: I've never heard of it
Nicole: Oh...well, could we just get a picture with you anyway?
CM: That's a little weird....
Me: Well we're in the middle of a diner at midnight....what's weird about that?
M: I don't know....I'm gonna have to say no though.
*Corey walks away*
*Me and Nicole dodge into the bathroom asap*

So yeah...corey matthews was a total dick to us and i think it's forever scarred my image of him....it's gonna take me years to recover. Send Flowers please.

Anyways...the best (and by best i mean worst) part of the night was going home. As much as i would not like to relive this i shall tell the tale one more time.

As we are getting to our car, Heather tells us that there will be signs up ahead for 287 if we go straight on the road the diner was on. OK. We get in the car and jaimers says, "lets take the parkway"

are u sure?

yes. we go that way home from the shore.

ok....so i'm taking the parkway...?

yep.

this was mistake # 1. The rest of the night was a series of mistakes like this.

We take the parkway, and go waaaaay too far up north, so two tolls later we decided to turn around. Another 2 tolls later we get off this exit that leads to rt 9/440/287. After passing rt 9 twice, we finally get on it and it turns out we're going the wrong way, as the first gas station attendant tells us. So we turn around and go waaaay far down rt 9 and stop at another gas station, where the indian limo driver tells me to keep going down rt 9 and then he tried to figure out how far away i was although i didn't really care how far i just wanted to get home. So finally we get onto the road and it splits and turns into rt 1 S. I had no idea if that was right so i turn around and we go into a quick check where this lady w/ no teeth told us to keep going the way we were going and we'd see signs for 287.

So now we're on rt 1 s again and what do we pass?

The menlo park diner.

I almost beat jaimers right then and there....lol. If only we had listened to heather. Lesson of the night: Jaimers has really bad logic, don't listen to her when she says to take the parkway, bcuz the parkway is evil.

So in the end i lost $1.40 in tolls. A half a tank of gas and 2 hours + of sleep. Plus i got a stress zit i think on the bottem of my cheek. Good think i like jaimers or she'd be in a lotta trouble right now...haha

Anyways, after all that, of course i woke up late on saturday and i got to work late, which pissed off my boss, which made him mad at me all day, and caused me to be in the WORST of moods all day. Matty came over that night tho, which made things a lil better....but since he had a bad day too we kinda just wallowed in our bad day, so we took a walk around 8 to cool off and then later went to fridays and got a brownie sundae to go...it was very nice, thankyou matty for trying to make my day a lil better :)

So now it's sunday...today was a lot better than yesterday, even tho i worked. I just relaxed and watche 6 feet under and entourage...they both seemed very short tonight....good stuff tho. entourage coulda used a lil more action tho. :)

Ok i'm quite tired, hopefully i'll be in my bed soon and ashleep. School in two weeks....whoopie!!!!i can't wait.

mood: pooped.
music: allister - overrated

Hey ppl. Sorry that last entry got all weird w/ the words...i guess cuz i wrote it in word. Now i'm writing it in WordPad so hopefully it won't get screwy...oh well if it does tho :)

So yeah saturday and sunday both sucked work wise cuz it was incredibly busy and i was crazy tired as well. However, saturday night was good cuz when i came home there was a matty d in the parking lot (hehe i knew he would be there tho) and he had a present for me! It's this giant stuffed pooh bear that talks when you hug it. It's so cute but really funny at the same time haha. Matty D is my hunny bear and I <3 him for his gifts. :) Anyways, i also had made a lil college care package for him since he was leaving the next day to go to school. I think he rather liked it :)

Theen he put my car stereo in which is soo cool. Ack.which reminds me i still need to pay for it so i have to set up a paypal account...i shall do that after this.

At night me, matt and my mom went to kohls and she bought him some pillows cuz he forgot his and she got me strawberry shortcake pj pants which are sooo comfy and soft. :-D

The next day sucked cuz it meant work and matty D leaving me for 3 weeks!!! hopefully i'll be able to visit him once or twice tho before i start school...

Then work sucked.

Monday i worked until 2 which was really nice and short. There was a mouse at work tho....and it was cute but scary at the same time. It reminded me of old times in Pine 301 and our beloved mouse Fivel. Maybe this mouse was it's brother coming to say hi. haha

At night i hung out w/ lucky and tyke to celebrate Lucky's bday which was on sunday. I gave her her gifts and then we went to applebees where i decided I'm campaigning to have lucky become an olympic gymnast....hahahha...the world has no idea. We're goin for the gold in 2012!

Then we saw Princess Diaries two...which, as i told tyke was borderline...

borderline between crappy...

and sucky.

Ok trust me, I WANTED to like this movie. The first princess diaries was so good. I expected the continuation of Mia and Michaels love to blossom. Yet in the first five minutes, mia reads to us her diary, saying "How's michael you ask? Well we're just friends now, and his band is touring the country."

Bull Shit.

He was supposed come to Genovia or whatever little crap country you rule over and be your one and only or w/e. GRR! So now not only is there no michael...but then they bring back the WORST character ever: Libby.

Libby is Mia's best friend (which libby makes sure to tell everyone that she freakin walks past) and is the most hideous girl i've ever seen. Seeing her face makes the movie even more unbearable, and then of course each and every corny joke is blatant and pathetic. Should i have expected this? Maybe. But i was basing it off of the first one, which was quality. All i can hope is that maybe Michael comes back in the future movies and makes this series a little more watchable. Ann Hathaway: (cuz she's reading this..) get out while still can!!!

Oh, and actually, the worst part was that we paid 8 bucks for a ticket that NO ONE checked at all. Maybe i wouldn't be so bitter if i saw this movie for free. meh.

Anyways...today I got some long awaited stuff done. I got up somewhat early and got my car inspected...good till 2006! woot! Then i went over to the DMV and got my new license...so now i'm finally restriction free! (not like i ever paid attention to it anyway) Then i went online and got my parking permit for when i go back to school. I was gonna go up to Ramapo today and try to find a job, but it was just gettin a lil too late and i was tired from all that i had done, so i am just gonna save it till next week.

Now im not doing too much, I am possibly goin to vivs tonight if she can get some ppl together...The other day for ppl to chill is friday but i think i might be going to the socratic show...if anyone wants to go w/ me, it's about 12 w/ the service charge...i'll drive...thanks.

ok so thats it for now...thanks for coming. see ya again soon!

mood: accomplished
music: hidden in plain view - Belly full of kerosene

Ok I’ve decided to write this one in word before I paste it into my blog. I should be doing a million other things right now besides writing a blog, but I figure it’s one of the things I have to do, so might as well. These last few days have been so hectic I haven’t had any time to just sit down and do what I have to do.

Friday I went to the Jackson Outlets w/ Matt. We bought some stuff from pacsun and the conair store and then shopped around till they closed and headed to WaWa to get some food and then watch Armageddon in his truck. It was kinda like a drive in movie only the concession stand was a WaWa, and we were the only ones allowed to see the movie on a much smaller screen….so it actually had no resemblance to a drive in besides the fact that a movie and a car were involved…. Oh well still fun times.

Saturday I worked and then at night I hung out w/ Kirsli, who I haven’t seen all summer. We went to her friend Pat’s house where there was some drinking going on, so yes I participated, since I haven’t done much drinking at all this summer. It was some crazy times. I played beer pong and won like six games in a row w/ my partner Wigger. His last name really is Wigger, haha. Anyway….ppl were wearing kitchen aprons to give u a visual of how drunk ppl were getting. Oh well. I liked all those kids so hopefully I’ll get to hang out w/ them one more time before summer ends.

Sunday was warped tour which was a lot of fun as usual. The traffic going there and back was horrible, and Kirsli and I actually got out of the car and walked the like 6 miles it was to get there cuz we couldn’t take it anymore. All I have to say about that is Fuck blueberries….lol. Good times walking 6 miles w/ kirs :-D

Anyway, when we got there (which seemed like years) I met up w/ matt and greg and then we watched some of story of the year…but then I got bored and wanted to see matchbook romance who had a cool acoustic set, cus Judas got laryngitis. Then we went over to see NFG, but I wasn’t really into it cuz it was a main stage performance and they sounded pretty bad. So I went off on my own and got to talk to Socratic’s merch guy Miking, who is so nice and funny. I bought a shirt and then saw Stephanie at the drive thru booth so we went over to see Halifax, and also the rest of Socratic was over there so I said hi to Duane and the piano player….I can’t remember his name right now I dunno why.

Anyways, then I stayed and saw Allison and Alyssa for a bit, then went to get some food w/ matt and greg, but The Early November came on so I left to go see them. They had a good set, even tho the speaker almost fell and coulda killed ppl, most notably, my future roomates. But Ace and Sergio took charge and made everyone behave. After they were done, the three of us and their co-worker Stephanie walked around looking for free stuff. Then we watched yellow card and afterwards pretty much just left. The traffic was horrible of course and I must thank Greggy once again sooooo much for putting up w/ it just to get me and kirsli and matt back to my car. He is such a good friend…thankya greggy!!!

So then Monday me and matt just hung out. We watched Original Sin. Don’t see that movie. It was horrible. The best parts made no sense tho. “My heart is pudding” and “I just killed a man - I just bought a hat” were the best lines. See.

Later at night, tyke came over and we all watched 6 feet under and bug juice. Good times were had by all.

Tuesday was Great Adventure w/ me, matt, Dennis and Phil. We had a really good time and I met Jay who used to be in Hidden in Plain View. I felt cool for recognizing him lol. He has a new band called John Connor. So if u want to be nice u can go to www.purevolume.com/johnconnor and hear them. Anyways, dennis did that penny thing on the freefall ride and it was the coolest thing ive ever seen lol. If u have seen in then u know what I mean. Hmm, but anyways, I had a lot of fun w/ all of them and I’m really glad we got to go. It was really nice to hang out w/ Dennis and Phil cuz I haven’t seen them in so long. Hopefully I’ll get to see more of them before we go back to school.

Wednesday I worked…it sucked cuz I slept over matts the night before and left his house at like 7:30 and I was soooo tired. So u can imagine how I didn’t wanna work.
Thursday I worked 10-8 which was raaaaaatttty. Afterwards lucky came over and we chilled and talked for a bit.

Friday (today, finally!) I worked till 7 then went out shopping for some gifts for some ppl. *hehe* When I got home, tyke demanded a sleepover, which is what is occurring right now. I’d really like to be in my bed right now tho so I think I’m going to go there once this is published….

I owe a lot of ppl on myspace a comment. I promise you shall get them once I have the time…should be able to do it on Monday….be patient my children.
I also owe my sister an email…oh well, she can wait, I’ve waited for her replies a lot longer than she’s waiting for mine. :-/

Mood: tired as all hell.
Music: beatles - rocky raccoon

These last few days have been quite fun, which makes me happy cuz this summer has just been dragging on and any bit of fun i can get i cherish. Hmm so the weekend i just worked which was boring, but monday after work i went to the mall w/ lucky, tyke and mi madre. I got a tank to wear at warped at wet seal for 3.99! And we all got free pahn-tees from victorias secret. Ah yes and tyke got a tube top from american eagle for like 5 bucks--- i mean 4.97 lol. we are the queens of being cheap i tell ya and it's great. Then we took some pics w/ the scary children manaquins (sp) which was fun.

That night we all watched some 6 feet under and the regular shows. Lucky stayed later tho so we could go over party plans, and left a little after matt came over around 1:00.

Tuesday! Wow it was just non stop running around. Matt and i got up early so we could get to the car dealer at 11. The sales manager guy came down w. me this time cuz the damn engine light will not go off. so now it's being fixed at the actual toyota dealer, and in the mean time i'm driving this white ford escape. It's not too bad. It's fun being up high and getting to play w/ the remote door locks haha. Anyways, me, matt and erin ran around flemington buying food and supplies for the party. Around 5:30/6 everyone started coming over. It was very cool to see everyone together again. We went over to the pool for the first time ever haha. We always say were gonna go swimming but we never do...but this time we actually did i couldn't believe it lol. Then we played a little volleyball and then came back to my house for a lil bbq. phil and dennis finally came in time for the s'mores...then we came back inside and had cake and just chilled. eventually, me matt greg and phile played texas hold em and black jack for money....lets just say i lost money. haha but i did win a few times so that was fun.

Anyways tho, i just wanna say thanks a bunch to everyone that came, it was great to see you all and I had fun...remember, anyone that wants to go to 6 flags on tuesday gimmie an IM or something and we'll work it out. I have buy one get one free things so it'll be half price!

So then Matt and Greg slept over and the next day they got bagels and we had breakfast here. Then they helped up bring out old couches to the recycling center cuz we got new leather ones on tuesday. then me and matt showed greg the moose tree and he had to go home soon after. Matt stayed until about 6:30 and we just chilled and walked to 7-11 at one point to get slurpees and stuff. It was a nice walk cuz the conversations we have are so random yet informative lol. I <3 him tho, what can i say.

So anyways then he left and i was bored for the night...i made dinner and then just chilled online. I actually went to bed quite early last night cuz i was just exhausted from the past two days.

today i worked but i got home around 6:30 so now i'm just here doing...not much haha. I should go cash my paycheck cuz *yay* today was payday. But the bank is only open for another half hour and i'm in my pj pants already lol. Oh well. I've kinda been watching this special about that Open Water movie. It looks good but i don't know if i could take it...i'd be freaking out the whole time and probably never wanna go in the ocean or on a cruise ever again....so i dunno if it's worth it haha. But i do wanna see Garden State, so maybe that one first.

Wow i just heard on the national geographic channel that there is this bee called the green bee in the rain forest that draws nectar from flowers w/ it's tongue, but it's tongue is really long, like longer than it's whole body, and it's a lil bigger than a regular bee here. Crazy. I think it stings as well cuz i saw a stinger on that runt. bah. Ok i must get to the bank b4 it's too late...tomorrow is the Jackson outlets w/ matty! wooot!

mood: lazy
music: Billy Talent - try honesty

So the live journal and the blogger seemed to have switched this week. I wrote somewhat of a serious entry in there and this time i just feel like free writing....

first of all....just to get this out of the way... another memorable convo w/ lucky:

pnuttycup85: i just got the strangest urge to watch 8 mile lol
tennlace187: ewww eminem makes me mad
pnuttycup85: y?
tennlace187: he oogly
pnuttycup85: lol so?
tennlace187: i think his songs just suck recently
tennlace187: like all the D12 crap
pnuttycup85: how come is good
tennlace187: rat a tat tat
pnuttycup85: good response lol
tennlace187: haha
tennlace187: thank you...that always proves my point.
pnuttycup85: lol
pnuttycup85: sure
pnuttycup85: i'd like to see u end an essay w/ rat a tat tat one day
tennlace187: and in conclusion, rat a tat tat.
tennlace187: hehe
pnuttycup85: lol
tennlace187: they'd be like what the hellllll
tennlace187: circle it and write a big question mark next to it
pnuttycup85: lol
pnuttycup85: or if u had a dumb ass, they circle it and be like GOOD POINT!!

haha...crazy girl. anyways time to write

Well i must update on how i feel about matt cuz i think he consumes my mind like 99.999999% of the time haha. Ok well i do have another life besides him (although it may not seem like it at times haha) but i can't get him off of my brain. Distance is killer, but seeing him makes me 100 times happier than i usually am. I've never met a guy that is as sweet as him and is actually sincere about it...like everytime he calls and i say hello, he says something like hi honeybun or hi babygirl or hi sweetie....never a dull or upsetting hello. Just that first instant when i hear his voice is instant satisfaction and I know i will be going to bed happy. We're incredibly cheesy w/ each other as well but it's great haha. I miss him all the damn time tho....more than toasters miss toast...:) All in all, this is a really positive, loving relationship and i really hope it lasts because i love the way i feel, and the way he makes me feel, when we are together. :)

ok now that i got all that mush outta the way..hmm i watched the butterfly effect tonight. I dunno why i waited so long to watch it. People told me it was good but i think i was hesitant about seeing ashton in this role...cuz he might be dumb i guess i dunno...but it was really good. You kind of forget that he's this dumb guy and u really feel bad for his character. I dunno. I just thought it was really good and something new and fresh.. I recommend it to all. :)

Right now the Toms River kids are all doing maaad drinking and i should be there but i can't so i sit here doing nooot much. Bed soon.

Bix on greg's S/N:
Scorpio9298: greg is drunnk
Scorpio9298: he needs to stop because he sucks at life
Scorpio9298: bixler = god
Scorpio9298: i are awesome
pnuttycup85: lol
pnuttycup85: ok hi bix
Scorpio9298: whatup b
Scorpio9298: greg just screamed fuck you nigger
Scorpio9298: it was awesome

yeah...so i'm missing that....actually i really only wanna be there cuz matt is there and i hope he's being a good boy...haha. I believe he is tho. He is a responsible young man hehe

Ok i'm getting mucho tired...sorry for the lack of actual writing i think i had something else to say but i kinda forget it.

i. want. to. go. back. to. school. so. bad. :(

mood: bored
music: story of the year - so far so good