K time to do my final post....
at home....
till next time i'm home....

ok. Sooo I can't describe how happy i am to be going back to the po. I miss everyone and everything about it. I had a dream about going back there, that's how bad it is. Everyone gets a hug when i return!

So i worked today...it was really easy. I think i'm returning to Reebok tho over break and summer...even tho they don't really know that haha. Anytime i get a new job, reebok gets mad at me and pulls me back in. I swear that job is WHACK.

Packing. Yeah. Enough said.

Greg S. told me to listen to a band called Silverstein. I've only heard one song so far cuz everytime i try to d/l one it doesn't work. But the song i did hear, "Smashed into pieces" was very good. I like them so far. good job greg!

i choke on my words. Listen.

I don't know...there was a bunch of stuff i was gonna say and now i can't remember a thing. I think this break was good. I am glad i got to see the ppl i wanted to see and hang out with my mom and family.

count the numbers on the clock. they stay the same...

I think it would be scary not just to spontaneously combust, but if your hand or some other ligament spontaneously caught on fire. I thought that about that today and that i would not like that to happen to me.

Today i saw a woman on the street have a stroke. I was looking at her as she made all these strange faces as the two men standing next to her held her. I didn't know she was having a stroke then. I then started driving again and then i saw her fall. I didn't know the faces were her in pain. I thought they were just strange. I looked away from her. Then i looked back and saw her fall.

I used to really like the post office. Now it freaks me out. There are pictures of all the ppl that are wanted. It's a quiet place usually. I hate parking there too. It used to all seem so friendly and now i don't like it. It's a strange feeling.

Ok...back to being consumed in a world of ramapo love...

mood: confused...also anxious
music: Maroon five - this love

My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard

that song is so very old. And yet mtv still plays the video. It's kinda like how PST plays "my own worst enemy" from lit at least 6 times a day. Only this is less severe.

So i actually skipped a day. Smart me. I've been writing too much. but i probably would have written if i didn't get disconnected against my will and then i couldn't get back on. Eeeevil!

i know i worked yesterday..then i was bored as i usually am. What was cool was that i watched TRL and Jen from 303 was on and shouted out to Ramapoians! i was like....woah! haha. It was cool. Dana and I now plan to one day go to TRL when we have off on friday next semester :)

Only two more days till i go back to my second home. Break has been waaaay too long. I can't wait to see everyone. I forgot to mention that i've missed hearing andy's crappy music from all the way down the hall. There are a lot of new hip hop songs i'm sure he'll be blasting for everyone till they are over being played out...and then he will still play them haha...

Today i was off. I watched dawsons creek where the best episode EVER was on, when joey and pacey get locked in a K-mart all night. That would be so much fun. I love it cuz i think it would be cool to locked in a superstore all night, and i also cuz it's the marking of when joey and pacey start to fall for each other again. It def made my morning...

Today i watched a goofy movie. It's definitely worth ur time to see this movie. You also get some great songs out of it. I2I i can actually relate to it lol.

Went to walmart tonight with my mom. this scary lady in cosmetics started to complain to us about how ppl pick things up and just leave it anywhere and it pisses her off. I was like..uh great. I don't like it when people i don't know start complaining to me.

So now i am trying to start packing for school and it's impossible. I'm trying not to bring too much but my suitcase is practically full and i haven't even gotten past the clothes i'm bringing. Oh well, hopefully i'll get struck with some genious organizing skill tomorrow when i finish up.

I think i'm gonna end it here. I'm working tomorrow 12-3 and then packing and then i'll be back at the po in no time....i can't wait to see everyone, it's gonna be grrrrrrrrrrEAT!!!


Mood- excited
Music- The darkness- i believe in a thing called love

Ok sooo the day. Once again i woke up, expecting no work, but there was. It sucked. Jockey didn't even open. how dare they. but it was a really easy day. Only 3 hrs. So when i came home at 3, i played some minesweeper then went to the bank to deposit my paycheck.

After the bank i got the sudden impulse to drive over to Liberty Village and see if Dee was working. Aaaand....lo and behold she was there! It was a slow day so i don't think i took her away from anything important. We talked for a little while about what was going on in our lives...i seriously haven't seen this girl in forever! it's sad cuz we were quite the pair senior yr. So it was nice seeing her and i will try to come back and visit and hopefully we can hang out like the old days when i used to driver her around flemington before she had to go to work hahaha

So i decided tonite that i'm gonna drop all of my classes due to the fact that the books cost too much. I mean...81.25 for a math book for dummies? Not cool. Oh actually no i'm keeping one class- fund of mass comm. cuz there are no books required. thats a good one. it's a keeper. so i'm down from 16 to 3. thats good.

4 more days till i'm back at the po. ohhh happy day. tomorrow is the last day i am dreading cuz i have to work the longest haha. Friday off...saturday easy...sunday po. oh, oh yes that's right. The suite will be rocking this semester!

I think the episode of the r/w where they ge arrested is on. how fun. There was something i was gonna put on here that was interesting but now i don't remember. eh, this was interesting enough for me. Time to go do some STUFF!!! woo hoo!

Mood: repetitive (is that a mood? lol)
Music: The beatles - You never give me your money

Update on the day later....now more love for the hong kong guy on american idol last night:

pnuttycup85: i love that hong kong man from last night
amygirl2112: hahahahahahahhahahhahahahhahahhahahah i fell off the vhair i was laughing so loud!!
pnuttycup85: lol he was awesome, i was so mad when simon told him to stop cuz i wanted to hear him lol his dance moves rocked
amygirl2112: haaaaaahaaaaaahaaaaa that was by far the funniest one i have seen everrr

amygirl2112: awww hahahahahahaha no one is gonna top im!!

Now when she says that he was funny-- it's in the most flattering way possible :-p
Anyways, he's a good guy, so don't hate, just love. :)

News! News! News! I just feel like showing y'all some things that made my day.

First of all. Last night i was looking at my links, and i went to the ted alexandro site just to see if he was gonna be coming around soon. So i look, and he wasn't really, so there's this part where you can email him. I have actually emailed him before just commenting about something he wrote about but he never wrote back :(...but then last night i just decided to write to see if he would ever come to banana's which is where brian regan is coming to and is right by Ramapo. So i write that and how cool- he wrote back already! Here's the email:

Hey Theresa,
Thanks for your kind words. It's been a while since I performed at Bananas, I've been working in NY a lot and a few clubs on the road. Hopefully I'll get booked back there again soon so you can see a show. I'm actually performing in NJ this week (a lot further south) at the Borgata in A/C. My schedule is always on my website so please check for updates from time to time. Hope all is well!!
Ted

That made me smile....haha Ted is really funny, i suggest you all try to catch his comedy special on Comedy channel. He also has a album out but i am sorry to say i haven't heard it yet. once i get some money i think i will get it tho, cuz i have a feeling it's worth it.

Ok onto the next thing. This was just really funny. Jeff is a strange boy sometimes. I don't want anyone to get the wrong idea about this but lol, this made me laugh pretty hard...

JEMIK1028: whats with the whole female obsession thing theresa fill me in on this
pnuttycup85: female obsession?
JEMIK1028: why they go to one actors messge board and rave that their so hot then go that actors girlfriends messge boards and talk about how they hate them. whats the point
JEMIK1028: its all females to not 1 guy does that. help theresa
pnuttycup85: hahaha well i don't think that a guy would hate kate for going out w/ orlando...unless they liked kate, but i mean i think a guy is less caty and not gonna fight over someone they can't get anyway
JEMIK1028: like guys dont go to like a jennifer anistan and write three pages about how they hate brad pitt and stuff
JEMIK1028: i think im going to become somebody who becomes attracted to niether males or females since everyones an idiot
JEMIK1028: what are hey called. like antisexuals or something. where you hate everyoe
JEMIK1028: cause that would rule
pnuttycup85: lol lol

Now i don't think this plan is going to pan out....but lol i love how he comes up with these things. Where do they come from? Who decides they are going to be an antisexual??? lol...he may be a freak but he's my freak at least. :)


So anyway...my day. It was horrible trying to get to work. Very very annoying. But i finally got in around 1:30 (i was supposed to be there at 12) but i stayed till 4:30 to make it up. I basically just watched Tv tonite and it was nice. At 6 my dad and i watched 2 episodes of family guy. Then dinner (tuna caserole...yum!) then at 7:30 i took a nap. Don't know why. I just felt like it. i wasn't even that tired. Then at 8 was american idol. The ppl that got in were pretty good. The ones that didn't sucked. Thats how it goes tho, right?

BUT there was a major injustice done tonight on A.I. A man from Hong Kong was not let into the next round. He sang a rocking rendition of Ricky Martins "She Bangs" complete w/ dancing and a stinging motion w/ his hand for the line "she looks like a flower but she stings like a bee!" I mean, how much more dedicated do you get?
I shall miss you hong kong man. :'-(

Groogzilla: "i did my best and i have no regrets"
Groogzilla: and of course...
Groogzilla: "i've never had any professional training"
Groogzilla: lol, yeah he was the best
Groogzilla: american idol all the way!

So then i watched One Tree Hill. Jaime told me that when she knows chad michael murray she's gonna intoduce us. lol. And when Ted Alexandro and i become friends, i will introduce her to him. hahaha at least mine is possible! lol And Hillary Burton is awesome no matter what she says! hahaha

Ok well thats all for now. Hopefully i won't have work tomorrow. Oh yeah- and yay for me, i became the 250th viewer of gregs subprofile. lol I am such a loser....

Mood- achieved
music- dropkick murpheys - walk away

jeff took this quiz and then i did and i liked the result so here it is:


Morpheus


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
brought to you by Quizilla

this is nice lol ---

Congratulations! You're a Bunny Hug!!


What Drink Are You?
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so anyway i was off today. umm i was on the internet all day. i did nothing all day. It was really boring and i really don't want to work tomorrow even tho it's only for 3 hrs. It's the journey that pisses me off. Snow wednesday pleeeeeease. School in six days. now technically five. someone make it be friday already. Greg suggested i take sleeping pills. isn't that thoughtful. well i might go to bed early...like soon cuz i might as well get some rest after....all the hard work i did? i think not. but i feel like a huge bum and i accomplish nothing. How will i make it through the summer?? I won't, i tell ya. hopefully i'll have a car tho. ok blah blah this is accomplishing more nothing. Someone shout out cuz i look at this thing like a hundred times a day and i need something new to look at.

123124104123. those are myhours.

mood- unaccomplished
music - something corporate- down

Good morning. I just felt like writing down my dreams. Lol...well yesterday i had this one where the triplets were like 4 and they were talking but it was really creepy cuz i still felt like they were baby's so i was OMG it's their first words! but it wasn't really i spose...

Last night i had a dream that i was getting married, but it was like at a quickie marriage place. My sister Lana had talked me into it and i thought it would be fun. The weird thing was that I was trying to call Jeff cuz he wasn't there. When i tried calling him his sister would pick up and pretend to be him, and it was so loud i could never tell it was her until after she said a few things. Then i realized that my parents couldn't be there and i was really upset. I called my mom like crying cuz i wanted her to be there. I don't think she could make it so i told everyone i wasn't gonna do it. I thought it would be a big deal but it wasn't really. i think my sister got married but it took forever to get to the chapel cuz we were walking down a long hallway.

The episode of saved by the bell w/ zach attack is on. I think it's funny that they say that kelly is the lead singer when the group is called zach attack, and you can hear zach just as much as kelly. They can't even give her like a tamborine or something. And why exactly is Jesse not good enough but screech is to be in the band. Oh the mysteries of zack attack. ok thats all for the morning update.

Mood- hungry
music- friends forever- zack attack

okie dokie. This will come up as monday but it's really sunday but ur all bright kids, i'm sure you can figure that out on ur own.

So today i just worked. It was cold. I did those fill-it-ins. I can't explain them very well but if ur really dying to know then....figure it out urself. You can usually buy them on magazine stands in a drugstore or something.

When i came home, i ate some dinner then me and my mom went to shoprite...i swear i went there almost every nite this week. I just realized tonite how regularly i've been going there. Eh. So i got some shower cleaner for school and also some cups cuz i remembered we were pretty much out of them at school. When I came home my dad and i watched the simpsons and i basically watched TV w/ him the rest of the night cuz we watched like 3 episodes of MXC cuz i told him it was funny and he agreed. It's such a stupid show but it's really quite entertaining. It's on that Spike channel...almost all the time too so if u turn it on i bet it will be on.

Time for the daily rant about missing the PO.
One week from today (now it's technically 6 days but w/e) i will be back. Seeing everyone...gettin a new roomate..ooh the excitement!

Ahh ok. I'm talking to Dana about getting some new stuff for the suite...we have more of an idea now of what happens so hopefully we'll be prepared this time :)

That is all...and remember- "Don't Get Eliminated!!!!"

Mood- eager
Music- Weezer - the world has turned and left me here

So i'm just gonna post before i go to bed...

Today i just slept as long as i could...which was only till about 10ish cuz my parents were talking but they talk so loud i couldn't sleep anymore. So then i went on the comp, and talked to jaimers for a bit. She likes the new layout for the blog hehe :)

Around 3:30ish Jeff came over and we basically chilled the whole day. Con Air was on USA so we watched that and then we picked up my mom from work. Then dinner, then we played rummikub with my momma hehehe. Then we just watched some more TV till he left around 12.

So now there is one week until school comes. I think if you talk to me or read this at all you will know how happy that makes me. I love being home and all but...well you know. And now it's worse tho cuz i read people's info's and their blogs about being there and i just really miss it. Ok enuff of my whining.

I had gotten the Matchbox Twenty EP. This is really quality. Some groups put out CD's of songs that are already out and they are barely different. But each song on here is special. "Crutch" has this jazz swing to it that makes it sound so cool and is fun to sing a long to. Push is just live but it's such a great song i don't care how they sing it. "All I need" is a wonderful song and it's less produced sounding cuz of it being live. "If you're gone" Is terribly sad sounding and i think that if someone broke my heart I'd listen to that song over and over again cuz it's just so bare and captures the emotion so well. "Disease" is awesome cuz it's acoustic and not all machine sounding (I can't capture an adjective for how it sounds, even tho the song is great anyway) It's just quiet and shows off rob's voice and it's just great. Then they even put a bonus song "Suffer me" which is definitely another awesome song. Then they have this lil bonus thing if you put it on the comp and i didn't watch all of it, but i believe it's a performance thing. So anyway, if you are a true MB20 fan i really suggest you get this EP cuz it rocks so much.

Ok Thats really all. I'm working tomorrow 12-6. Caaan't wait. adios.

Mood: satisfied
Music: Matchbox Twenty - If you're gone (live)

seeee I told you i'd find a new layout. I like it, but tell me if you think it's too bright.

Aaanyway i basically worked from 12-3 today...got home to watch some family guy and then went on the comp to work on this blog. I took a break and picked my mom up from work and we went to shoprite and got dinner at mcdonalds cuz my dad didn't feel well and we once again didn't feel like cooking. so now i'm back here and i just finished the layout and there is nothing on TV tonight which means i have nothing to do. :(

Jeffy pop is coming tomorrow provided there is not a lot of snow or something freaky like that. Maybe i'll watcha movie now. I still need to watch all of grosse pointe blank.

Take me back to school.

Mood: bored
Music: Elton John - Rocket man

Seriously I'm gonna find a new layout for this blog i promise....

Aaanyway today i finally had off so after watching two episodes of Dawsons creek and then some of saved by the bell, i took my mom to work. Then i moseyed on over to the coffee shop to visit the tyke.

It was definitely an experience. Not that i've never been there before buy i have never seen so many crazy's in such a little time span. Let's explain the first:

Crazy man name: Crazy tea man
Crazy description:
CTM came in and sat down at the bar. Tyke asks him what he would like. He asks for the english breakfast tea. She asks, ok just a cup of tea then? And he responds "well that's what tea comes in right?? He just said this in a snotty way that made him look like a jackass. He then orders some apple pie a la mode. He advises tyke to "keep the ice cream away from the pie while she heats up the pie" like she is stupid or something. I mean, i laughed cuz i thought he was trying to joke, but then he looked over at me with this glare like he was truly serious. He then continued to ask where they got the tea from and where they got the pie from. Like tyke really didn't feel like digging through the paperwork to find out. She found out where the pie was from isn't that enufff?? And then when he got rung up, he was told that the total was 6-6-3, like $6.63. And he's like "663? I'm not playing the lottery" and she's like, well there good numbers haha you should play them anyway, and he's like "i don't play the lottery! Ya know why? Ya know why?? - Cuz it's a suckers game. Some people think 666 is a good number to play, but really, you're damning yourself." Like ok man, we don't care if you don't play the lottery. (And just so you all know, my moms best friend just won like 140,000 in the lottery today so ha) So yeah the crazy tea man was def. scary. But the craziness did not end there

Crazy man name: Crazy eyebrow man
Crazy description:
This 60 yr old man came in w/ his wife or daughter (i couldn't tell)...but i think even she knew he was crazy. First he comes in and he's asking me if they're in NJ or PA. It's not like Flemington is on the border...so i'm like uhh NJ? and he's like ooh ok. Yeah you go over the bridge to PA...what town are we in? Frenchtown? And his wife or daughter is like...close it starts with an F. And i'm like umm flemington??I think this guy knew tho and he was trying to be funny but i seriously don't understand what that was about. Then he was gonna ask me some other question but he stopped and was like - Are those your real eyebrows? Those are great eyebrows, they really bring out your eyes. How do you do that? Are they natural? And i'm just like really freaked out cuz i had no idea why he really needed to know. So i'm like yeah they are real. He's like no, you must wax them or something. You have to shape them. Do you pluck them?? And i'm like, ok yeah i pluck them?? And then he's badgering his wife/daughter about my eyebrows asking if she liked them. And she was just like, yeah they're nice (but she really didn't care lol) and then he pointed out the other girl who was working, amanda, that her eyebrows were sorta like mine too and they were nice. then he see's tyke's and comments on her thin ones. Everyone was just really confused by him. Later he asked me where i go to school, so i'm like ramapo college. And he's like- so do they give out Phd's there?? And i friggen have no clue how you get those truly so i'm like i dunno. Then he's saying the difference between a university and a college and that i really just go to the college of NJ. I don't know why but apparently i really go there. Tyke was making fun of me tho cuz she knew i had no idea what he was talking about and i was just trying to get out of the conversation. Then tyke tells him i want to be a journalist...which lol i don't really but i didn't feel like arguing it so then he told me why it was a good field for women and something about tom brokov being on the air for like 40 yrs or something. I can't tell you how relieved i was when he left.

So then finally some more normal ppl came in but i left around 3:45ish to bring my mom to the bank. I talked to francis (the manager of reebok) and he's saying how he wants me back for spring break now. I kinda would feel bad leaving springmaid. it's so friggen easy there. and i don't get paid too much less. I dunno i do miss some things about reebok too but i dunno yet i'll have to think about it. I don't have much time tho cuz he wants to know asap so he can "secure" a spot for me. Which is just sooo reliable lol. Oh well i'll see.

Then tyke came over around 5:30 and we just watched a few episodes of family guy. They were some good stewie episodes tho i recommend that everyone experiences an episode of family guy, you will have to laugh. I mean even my mom laughed and she doesn't like those kinda shows.

Then at 7:30 I drove w/ Bob (my moms friend) to Newark airport to pick up my dad. Of course we took a small little wrong turn and it took us 15 minutes out of the way but we got thru it and got my dad just fine.

So now i am gonna go call jeffy pop cuz i think he's coming saturday (i hope!) and i feel bad cuz i never called him last night. So goodnite all!

Helllo. I miss regular blogging. It's a lot easier. And Jaimers is right, I can just put a mood/music thing on here. Only no little smiley guy. And maybe one day i will finally change the layout.

So today i worked 12-4. Before then i watched Dawsons Creek. I seriously missed so much. not that i regret it cuz it's a lot easier watching 10 episodes a week than one episode a week like the other "real" fans did. Plus w/ the crap that happens i couldn't wait that long lol. Like today the first episode left off w/ joey and dawson kissing (no offence to ppl who liked the joey/dawson combo but ewwww) and then the second episode you see that they had sex (another big ewwwww) but i thought it was funny cuz then at the end joey finds out that dawson had been seeing this other girl (who he also had sex with ewww) but he broke up w/ her the morning after joey and him had sex. So she got all pissed and yelled at him pretty much in front of their whole gang. Sorry for this big explaination but i find it interesting and i watch it more often so it's part of my life now.

So since i'm on the topic of TV shows...American idol was quite funny and then i got extra treated w/ a new episode of the OC. Wow that was such a great episode. Seth is starting to get the idea that Anna is annoying and he'll probably break up w/ her and go for.....SUMMER! which i so thought should have happened in the first place. I think that they are gonna hook up cuz of what the previews showed. Also Ryan and marissa broke up. She dumped him cuz he, truly, was worried about him. That makes sense. She can be such an oblivious bitch sometimes. Everyone likes marissa and thinks summer is a bitch, but i think it's the other way around. But anyway the previews show that Ryan is right and that this new Oliver Kid really is obsessed w/ marissa and they showed him holding her hostage pretty much and she was screaming for Ryan. So hah marissa you are dumb. But it sucks cuz i gotta wait friggen three weeks to see all this happen. We will be back in school by then. At leat i don't have nite classes on wednesday :)

So it seems that my whole life is tv. No, it's just i watch a bunch of shows that are all an hour long lol. And i did real world stuff today (no not the show)

After work i came home and my mom and i went to CVS. I got some stuff there then we went to Wal-Mart cuz we thought they might have some good valentines day stuff and what not. So we usually take this one road that takes us pretty much straight to wal mart, but no, it must be complicated and there was some kind of accident (on the way home we determined that someone must have crashed into a telephone pole) so we had to go around it. Now i've never strayed off this one road that takes us to walmart so i basically was just following the two cars in front of me. I think they didn't really know where they were going either, and we almost went the wrong way by following one of them but we actually made it. It was kinda scary cuz it was dark and i was taking unfamiliar back roads, but we made it, and it didn't take us too much longer to get there. And walmart was fruitful- i got the matchbox twenty ep, a new rummikub game and some v-day stuff ;-)

Well sorry a lot of this blog had to do w/ tv...as i told jaimers:
pnuttycup85: but a lot about the tv i've been watching
pnuttycup85: lol
chipmunkie jr: oh lol!!
pnuttycup85: it's a big part of my life cuz there is nothing else to do but work
chipmunkie jr: yeah i could see that
chipmunkie jr: hehe
chipmunkie jr: major part in the life of terisita heller

See? I have a reason. Another great show- the daily show. They just totally killed him on the state of the union. I was crying it was so funny.

Ok time to jet...talk to some ppl and watch some more of the daily show...:) later dayz

Just another maniac monday...and tuesday

Monday i worked...long time. I was sposed to be 12-3 originally and then it got changed to 10-3 then i get there and she had me there till 6. It was a long day but at least i got more money :-p

So American Idol has premiered. For me this makes me happy. I enjoy the show. Here are some of Greg and Jeff's comments on it:

Scorpio9298: american idol is a joke

Scorpio9298: People go watch your American Idol, if I had any talent at all, I still wouldn't be on that god foresaken show. Fuck Clay Aikens and his faggot, penis, loving ass.

Scorpio9298: fuck american idol

Auto response from Scorpio9298: American Idol can go fuck itself. Gayest show ever. Fox needs to make a show "Fast animals, slow Children." I'll watch that.

...then realizing that greg would only watch AI if the contestants got shot off instead of voted off...

Scorpio9298: here are the rules
Scorpio9298: If your good, you move on
Scorpio9298: If you suck, you get shot.

JEMIK1028: that shows gay

Auto response from JEMIK1028: When will you all realize American Idol sucks and that clay aiken is gay and that season two never should have happened (or season 1 either)

so i think it's safe to say they aren't really the show's biggest fans...:-p

So anywayz today i got outta work @ 3 and since my mom was off we ran a few errands and then went to Chilis for dinner cuz since my dad is in Florida we don't wanna cook. Does that makes sense? to me it does.

Dinner was nice, actually the whole day was nice. My mom and I have been bonding a lot lately..not that we were never close, but the last few days it's just been me and her and i can talk to her about almost anything which is really good. I think i'd be really sad if i couldn't talk to my parents. I mean i don't tell my dad everything but he's not that hard to talk to despite what you may think ;-) It's just a good thing to have especially now.

So the state of the union address was on tonite. I admit that i didn't really watch it. I saw like the first and last ten minutes. I think i'll watch the daily show tonight to see them make fun of it :-p. Well, i hope the talk about it tonight at least. Instead tonite I watched some of that One Tree Hill show. It seems like it's pretty good. Jaimers said it was good and i figured since i see a billion ads for it i might as well check it out. I don't have a clue as to whats going on but i spose i could learn. I don't have a tuesday night show yet either :-p

Rah I want to go back to school. I'll miss not doing work and i'll miss the privacy (i guess- even tho too much privacy can lead to extreme bordem) and i'll miss F-town (WHAAT???hahaha) but there are so many great things about the po that i would take over the boredom i have here. EX:

I miss my room at school
I miss the girls in the suite
I miss our computer speed!!!
I miss the third floor- most importantly Mr. Jeffy Pop
I miss our shower
I miss late nite...not the food really but just going there w/ everyone
I miss the third floor bonding thru cramming everyone into 302 to play beer pong and avoiding the roaming R.A's :-p
I miss playing Halo and yelling at Greg and Jeff to stop killing me!
I miss watching Family Guy and south park to all hours of the morning
I miss sleeping w/ Jeffy pop and being an honorary suitemate of 305
I miss making fun of Andy and being threatened to be tackled even tho I could SO "tackle his aaass"
I miss Mark being an ass to me (lol wait....)
I miss watching movies w/ jeff and Greg^2 and getting scared
I miss saying HI TODD!!!!
I miss saying Hey Roger (to Ryan)
I miss Fivel, 301s (not so) pet mouse

All in all. I miss the Po.

This is going to be really long. here is a poem written by my friend Ricky (real name ryan :-p) just cuz i thought it was cool and he didn't give me a clear answer on weather or not i could put this in my blog or not... anyway here goes:

From the mind of Ryan Babiak comes "Winter Break" (applause)

Good ol' New Milly, it aint always pretty,
This break had some high points while others were shitty,
I sat around being lazy while Christmas was crazy,
Made money at the cages but not with a grin,
Drank on New Years with old friends at the Holiday iiiiiiiiin,
Saw familiar faces, visited old places
Played pool with the guys,
Got lost in my girlfriends eyes,
Shot hoops with Shanto, JImmy, and Vic,
Watched crime movies all night (Goodfellas was sick!)
White Castle, the movies, New York and all that,
Then everyone left and it was me, Al, and Matt,
The break was a blast but you all must know,
Spring semester is gonna kick ass back at the 'PO!

~~~~~~~~~

Ok this was really long. Not really tho it just looks like it cuz i made a lot of lists and put some quotes in there. But thanks for those who stuck it out lol. Later amigos and amigas

Ok since the date thing pisses me off and i hate seeing my picture next to everything i post (i know i can change that though) i'm just gonna keep the blog running for a while.

So whats new in my life. I went to long island from wednesday nite to saturday. Wed. nothing much happened, thursday we went shopping a little bit and that was all. Talked to jeff at night and my mom yelled at him for saying he hated me :-p We played a lot of rummikub and thursday was cranium. Friday was a little more interesting cuz i got to see the triplets at my Aunt jenny's house. This time i held Samantha and Nicole. Sam's eyes are huge and they look blue to me, but that could change i suppose. But my bet is on blue eyes. They are about 7lbs now so they are def. looking a lot heathier and even more cuter :)

For lunch/dinner My uncle robs mom made us chicken parmesan with tortellini's and texas toast. OMG i've never had a meal that good. the chicken melted in my mouth. I can't express how good that was, you'll just have to take my word.

So then we headed back to my aunt liz's house and the second i got there, me, my cousin rebecca and her bf charlie went to the movies. We saw Big Fish which wasn't as good as i thought it would be but still interesting and some parts were really nice. There were a bunch of preteens in the back that were talking through the whole thing which really pissed me and rebecca off and when it was over we closed the door on two of the girls behind us. girls are so annoying.

So then we came back to their house, played another game i think then went to bed. Saturday came and me, my mom, aunt liz and her bf craig drove back to jersey. First we had to stop in Elizabeth to pick up my dads car cuz he left it at his friends house while he goes to florida for 5 days. This is so that i now have a car to myself until thursday...which is so fun now that all of my friends have gone back to school by now lol. However i do think that tyke and i are gonna go visit the amnesty kids on thursdayu, and jeff and i will probably get together sometime this week.

Now i had work today at 12. No one was there cuz of the snow and the crappy roads. We had like 9 customers and that was at 3:00, which is what time we decided to close at. So then i came home, shoveled around the car cuz the plow ppl always block us in, did some laundry, made myself some food and put the dishes on.

I did want to go to liquid tonight but the snow was getting messy and then i heard it was cancelled anyway. So now im just chillen in my pajamas cuz it's freezing and i feel like joey potter cuz i didn't really relax when i came home and my hair is back in a way that just reminds me of her. However im not talking out of the side of my mouth or giving up dating hot guys just cuz im in love with that horseman, dawson. No, i think i'll just stick to watching entertainment tonite and waiting for my mom to call so i can pick her up and forget about having to go on the roads anymore tonite.

Question of the day: Whats your favorite recent movie? i would have to say cheaper by the dozen..:-)

Deciding to update this one. It's no fun trying to give love to the blog and the lj.

Monday goes here. For Tuesday, look at:

http://www.livejournal.com/users/pnuttycup/

Monday...I went to work and i have to say it was one of the most boring ever. Then again i think it was Sunday that i was so bored i was researching the phone book.

But i got to go home a little bit early, Jeff came to flemington to pick me up and stay over here. It was fun, we watched the rest of Almost famous, then finally saw Back to the Future II, after seeing the third, then the first. It was so exciting, even tho that movie has been out for so long, i just didn't remember any of it. It is seriously the best trilogy...sorry lotr and matrix. Back to the future is classic. :)

Well thats all for monday lol.

Umm what else tho....

We're going to Long island tomorrow. I'm looking foward to it and seeing the triplets again.

Random conversation time.

*previously talking about greg's sub quiz*
Scorpio9298: brb somehow i cut my hand
pnuttycup85: ohh so i got it wrong twice? i suck. Then again u just cut your hand and you don't know how...lol
Scorpio9298: my hand wasnt cut
Scorpio9298: im bleeding somewhere
Scorpio9298: but no idea where
pnuttycup85: lol
pnuttycup85: that sounds good
Scorpio9298: yea
Scorpio9298: thats why i was gone for longer period of time
pnuttycup85: hahaha
Scorpio9298: eww the floor by me has blood on it
Scorpio9298: this is fucked up
pnuttycup85: what the hell did you do??? lol
Scorpio9298: no idea
Scorpio9298: and i still dont know where it is coming from
pnuttycup85: lol is it wrong to laugh when you might bleed to death?
Scorpio9298: doubtful
Scorpio9298: i have to die better than that
pnuttycup85: haha do you need me to call 911 for you? How can you not see where you are bleeding by now
Scorpio9298: maybe i was bleeding b4

Sometime's Greg is weird.

well time to put some info in the live journal...but first i gotta do some packing for LI...
Question: Is it stupid to have two journals? And also what's ur fave trilogy

I made a live journal. Oh my!

You can find it at
http://www.livejournal.com/users/pnuttycup/

But i really don't know which one to use.

To blog or not to blog?

Live journal has some cool features but i feel like i have so much history with blogger. I suggest in my live journal that i could use both....but truly there is no point to it. aaand i dunno. What's a girl to do.

Maybe you people would like to shoutout about this decision. Do I use blogger or live journal? YOU decide. haha..

So Now I am back home...where did i go do you ask? Why to howell then to TR for a fun filled night.

Wednesday Jeff came over and he was a good boy and drove me and my around for some little errands and it was so nice of him...Thankyou!! We also watched some of Almost Famous which was like a miracle cuz i thought he'd never wanna watch it, but i'm glad he seemed to like what he saw of it.

Then around 5:30ish we set out for Howell which isn't too bad of a drive, it's only about an hour. When we got to Jeff's house we called up Greg and he gave us the directions to his house. We got to his house around 7:45 and we met his family and his cute dogs and cats. Then we went to this place called Cool Beans, where there wasn't a lot of people at, but that's cuz it was a school night. However- there was an anti-men meeting going on in the private room and Greg almost managed to scare away one of the ladies. We also met his friend Rob (Yufer) and he was fun. He likes the Hawk. haha, and he's really good at pool, foosball, darts and all those other sports. I know this because we went to his house in Beachwood and he's got all that stuff in his basement. The rule of the night was "don't fuck with the candle." I will remember that all my life. lol.

So then around midnight we went back to gregs where jeff left his car and we went back to howell. Jeff and i tried to watch back to the future but we were really tired so we went to bed.

I woke up this morning around 9:30 cuz i was sick and it's hard for me to go back to sleep when im sick and can't breath well. So i just went up to Jeff's room and did stuff on his comp while he slept. His mom gave me some Green Tea which was really good and helped me breath and i had two cup fulls cuz i really liked it. Jeff finally got up and i took a shower then we watched the rest of Back to the future which was good of course.

We then set back out for Flemington where he dropped me off, said goodbye, and then i was alone again :(

Then of course A walk to remember was on and i don't care i really like that movie and it made me cry even more than the first time i saw it :'(

So now i'm here. Jaimers changed her blog format. I've been meaning to change mine too so don't think im posing if i change it sometime lol...i told her this too so she knows haha

Ok thats all for now, question...
I think Mandy Moore is kinda cool now. Not really for her work or anything...i can't really explain it. Opinions on Mandy?

Just when I was doing really well w/ posting...i skipped a day. But i have a good reason, I am officially sick and i had to go to work today so last night i wanted to get some rest. I still had a rough night but at least i had a long time to try and sleep. I'm prolly gonna go to bed soon cuz i'm so stuffed up and i still need rest. But first an update...

Monday and tuesday I worked, making those the 4th and 5th day straight of me working. It kinda sucked cuz i had to walk there yesterday and today, and yesterday it rained and i was sick, but i didn't have many other choices. The days went by slow, but they weren't too bad, esp today just cuz i worked w/ Sarah and we get along pretty well so we just sit there and talk when we have nothing to do.

Monday night i had a good long chat w/ erin, we haven't really talked for a long time like that so it was good. Then tonight she came over and we just chatted and watched a family guy episode and then the real world premiere. It looks like the ppl on real world will be rejected once again. I told erin that i really wish that they had a real world where all the ppl were boring and hated the show. I think that would be more interesting, but then again who knows. It just becomes so repetitive.

So tomorrow jeff is coming over and then we're going to Howell, then off to Toms River to visit Greg and his crew. I can't wait to see the Digital Bean! lol. The place is really called Cool Beans, but i like to live in a lizzie mcguire fantasy world. lol. JK. Just with that really. Either way, it shall be fun.

Well i can hardly breath and my head is about to burst so i think that means it's time to go to bed. *sneeze* *cough* *cough* lol

Question...Are you sick?

I am getting really good at posting everyday! This is like my third day in a row of posting. Maybe i'm just bored. But let's say it's cuz i really have stuff to say.

So today i worked from 12-6. It wasn't too bad. I kept busy most of the day cuz there were only two of us. I am getting better at the register and knowing where everything is. I'm also really good at sitting and reading Cosmo when there is nothing else to do. I like that part. :-D

Lucky came to visit me for a bit and we talked about her new house. I would be upset if i was moving too, but the house seems so nice. Actually it would be a plus for me to move down there cuz i'd live closer to Jeff and all, but i don't think my fam is gonna be moving any time soon. I will definetly be visting lucky tho cuz her house will be sweet and she is like 10 min from the beach. Not that i'm using her. lol. I would want to see her of course too!!!

After work i went to Jaimers house. This night was just what i needed. I had a lot of fun playing Cranium and just talking w/ everyone. Meli and i are gonna live together in L.I. right? haha...oh and Dennis makes a great lone ranger. :-p All in all it was a lot of fun and I also got to talk to a stranger! hahaha I randomly talked to Meli's friend Jimmy cuz Meli was too busy talking about Felicity to talk to Jimmy. Haha. but now Jeff and I def. have to go Rowan and party there haha

Well Thats all for now. I'm gettin tired and i have work tomorrow again. I'm rollin in the cash money tho!! haha only two more days of work then i'm off wed and thursday. caaaan't wait! Well later dayz!

Shout Out Question: Are horses pretty?

I had a very good day today, as i thought i might.

First I went to work at 10 which was no fun, but i didn't mind cuz i got out at 3. Jaimers visited me around 11:30-12ish and we talked for a bit and i was happy to get a visitor so thankya jaimers! i will come see you at ur diner once i can!

So then 3:00 rolled around and i left. I wen to the bank to deposit some money but commerce was freaking closed. What kind of a bank closes at 3:00 on a saturday. Commerce. Grr. Oh well at least i didn't spend it...yet. ;-)

Then i came home and Jeff came over!!! I haven't seen him since tuesday so it was so great to see him again. We then went out but we didn't do much. I stopped at Michaels to get some beading essential materials and the line took forever cuz the person in front of me had so many problems. grr..but then we got out of there and we went to Wawa, got nothing, went to Eckerd, got nothing, then to the Hess Express and i got the Democrat to see the picture's of me, jaimers erin and viv from the people pole thing. I think the pics came out nice.

Then i was starving so jeff and i went to Joe's pizza for dinner (complements of my dad's $$) and then i picked up my mom from work and we went to Joe's again so my parents could get a pizza too. Then we came back and Jeff and I watched Say Anything which i think Jeff liked, but not as much as he liked better off dead haha.

Then jeff was supposed to leave at 10 but he ended up not leaving till 10:30 which was ok w/ me cuz i missed him! But then when he left i called erin back but she did not pick up her cell so i dunno i may try calling again cuz i just read her blog and she seemed really upset. :(

Oh--I also got my Christmas present from Rich today. He got me an awesome book about the beatles. It's like all the lyrics to their songs with illustrations to go with them and has quotes from the Beatles and other people about the songs. It is really cool. (But can he make the pressure any harder to get him a gift as cool as that?? haha jk)

So today marks the end of my first official week of working at Springmaid. I think i get paid wednesday. I think it'll be like 140 or something. I dunno how much they are taking out for taxes yet. But money is money so i can't complain :)

I was happy to see all those shout outs when i looked at my blog before! (even the half drunken one from greg hahaha) Thank ya ppls!

Well I am gonna see if i got any more grades from ramapo cuz i only have 2 so far and they are the grades i knew already. bah. Tomorrow will be fun after i'm done w/ work. :) later gators

shout out: If you were given 100 tries to hit the bullseye of a dart board, how many times would you hit it?

ok i wrote another blog yesterday but i think i made it a draft and i dunno where it goes after that. So umm I'm just gonna write again.

SO HAPPY BECAUSE......

my dad got his car back!!!

This means i can now drive again. yaaay for me. Tomorrow i will start by driving myself to work!!! haha how fun does that sound? It's actually not too bad cuz i'm working 10-3 and then my sweet jeffy pop is coming over. I dunno what we're doing but i told him...

"Jeffy Pop, I'm driving tomorrow!!!"

So that means i will cure my disease of not having a car and drive drive drive. I hate having other people drive me around. And i've taken the shuffle twice since i got home. Enough said i think.

What im looking foward to even more is when my dad goes to Florida from the 20-25 and i will have the car all to myself during that week. Provided everything works out and he can get to the airport w/o his car. He is gonna try to work it out so it will probably happen. I really hope so tho cuz i've been complaining about not having a car for so long it will be nice to feel like i have my own car for a lil while.

Ok i just took a loooong break from this cuz i am talking online too

last night i went to lenny's w/ erin anton and tyke. I had already eaten dinner so i didn't get anything and i just took two pics and showed them the pic of me w/ one of the triplets, jackie. I love those triplets. They were so adorable and i'll see them again in 2 weeks when we go to L.I again.

Oh yeah in that post from last night that didn't get posted, I said i decided i was gonna live in Long Island when i grow up. I just feel like thats where i wanna be. Can't explain it more than that. But i guess we'll see won't we.

I can't wait to get paid. Only a few more days.... :-D

Ok i guess i can't really say much else. I miss the ppl from ramapo a lot! Greg S. wanted to hang out i know, and i really think other greg and jeff and i should hang out on our own in one of our towns. I vote me cuz i'm in the middle, but i also want to see this Cool Beans (the digital bean in my opinion lol) place in Toms River. And jeff is closer to toms river...well whatever. I think it would be cool to hang out outside of ramapo the 4 of us.

OHHH i got it. One of the loaded questions question was "which commercial product would you never want to advertise for" I just saw a commercial to get cable tv over satillite. I dunno if that is a commercial product but i think those commercials are really lame.

K i'm doing too much cultural speculating so that means i have nothing left to say. So later dudes and dudettes!

Damn Cancer.

No. I don't have cancer. I am a cancer.

Here is a nice description of just part of what a cancer is about.

Cancerians have a retentive memory, particularly for emotionally laden events which they can recall in detail for years afterwards. they are strongly governed by childhood memories and since they live intensely in the past in memory and in the future in imagination, a chance meeting with someone for whom they had an unrequited love, even if they thought they had conquered the feeling, will easily rouse the emotion all over again.

I don't know if i believe in everyday horoscopes...but Astrology I can understand. Not every cancer will have the same day, but they can have the same traits as another cancer.

So anyway. A big problem/advantage of being a cancer is that they are emotional. I have noticed that 2003 was one big emotional ride. And who knows if it's gonna change at all for 2004.

I cry. Too much.

I bet a lot of ppl can't picture me crying but, at least a third of this year i spent crying over different events. thinking about jaimer's "warning label" i don't think i'll go into it too much cuz it's not something i should share with everyone. But i do feel the need to just say that I'm just unhappy. There are things in my life that are great tho, like Jeff, College is mucho fun, and from the outside, things are good. But I feel that there is just something else I'm missing. This is when I guess I should be praying more, and just believing Jesus is gonna guide me through this year and through my life. But i can't help but feel that i feel so bad because of the decisions that i make.

Sometimes it's that...and sometimes it's just that i can't speak up for myself sometimes. I go along with the crowd too much. Damn i don't even know anymore. It's annoying cuz i can't even pinpoint what it is exactly. A lot of times i feel like i give too much and it's to the wrong people. I care so much about some people and i feel like i get nothing in return. Then there are people that care about me a lot and i don't give them as much care as they give to me. It's all messed up like that


also...anton said something in his huge blog about our group falling apart. I agree that there are some aspects that are making "cracks in our foundation" (?) But when i hang out with Jaime, Meli, Dennis and Viv...I don't really see that. I think it's pretty strong. But i have to point out...at the end of the summer, i was talkin w/ dennis and viv. And dennis said something which i don't know if he knows how upset it made me at the time and still i think about it. He told me that, when it comes down to it, the crew would just be him, jaime, viv, anton and (lol i think he said meli too but i don't remember...sorry meli hehe). I know why he said it tho...and it was cuz of me erin and tyke drinking that lil bit that night. I don't know if he still feels that way...but think things have changed from that time. I don't know...I'm just saying it cuz it's always been on my mind ever since he said that.

Anyway, i actually do feel better after writing this but i know it won't last for long. There are still secrets being kept and probably will stay kept and i don't really care. I can't do much about it so i just have to keep my head up. I hope this year will be better than the last.

ps- sorry that this post didn't stay on one topic...i get distracted easily haha...and plus i don't really feel like talking too much about one thing.